Ugh, I'm so tired of crap right now. I don't even get where it all comes from. ><>
I'm rather tied down and I have nowhere to go. I anxiously hold onto to every word my friends say to me in hopes of something better coming around the corner, but there never is anything new in my world, unless something interesting happens at work...
I've got another one of my headaches that has been slowly formed behind my eyes since Tuesday, and it's becoming ever so more painful. I can feel it getting stronger. I guess it's because of my health. I seem to slowly be disintegrating.
I think I'm just slowly becoming more and more lonely. I kinda wish that there was something more to my life than just what it is.
I also would love it if I could see my boyfriend more than once every three months. It's killing me. I hate it. I don't like the fact that he's all the way up in Massachusettes, but I'd rather him be up there than live down here with his dad, which is causing him some problems. I dunno, I just kinda wish that something good would happen. I wish that I could see the friends that I miss so much. I miss the friends that I could see everyday and feel at home with.
It gets worse. I've fallen behind in my school work and I have until the 26th to catch up on everything. I can pull it off, sure, but it will kill me to get it done since I lack the motivation to even complete no more than three assignments per day, I'm really going to feel the heat once it gets down to the last couple of days.
-cradles head- I'm going to go into a corner now and attempt to fall asleep with my aching brain and worries constantly ebbing at me. Good night all.
I'm rather tied down and I have nowhere to go. I anxiously hold onto to every word my friends say to me in hopes of something better coming around the corner, but there never is anything new in my world, unless something interesting happens at work...
I've got another one of my headaches that has been slowly formed behind my eyes since Tuesday, and it's becoming ever so more painful. I can feel it getting stronger. I guess it's because of my health. I seem to slowly be disintegrating.
I think I'm just slowly becoming more and more lonely. I kinda wish that there was something more to my life than just what it is.
I also would love it if I could see my boyfriend more than once every three months. It's killing me. I hate it. I don't like the fact that he's all the way up in Massachusettes, but I'd rather him be up there than live down here with his dad, which is causing him some problems. I dunno, I just kinda wish that something good would happen. I wish that I could see the friends that I miss so much. I miss the friends that I could see everyday and feel at home with.
It gets worse. I've fallen behind in my school work and I have until the 26th to catch up on everything. I can pull it off, sure, but it will kill me to get it done since I lack the motivation to even complete no more than three assignments per day, I'm really going to feel the heat once it gets down to the last couple of days.
-cradles head- I'm going to go into a corner now and attempt to fall asleep with my aching brain and worries constantly ebbing at me. Good night all.
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