Well! I'm officially put out with people! -shakes head-
I mean, it's one thing to tell me that you're lazy, but when you make me feel like I'm a total jerk because I don't send you emails whether they're chains or not. Usually when I send chains, I expect someone to email me back a reply longer than 'doh' so I could answer. I don't reply to one word messages and this particular someone knows that. I think I'm just sick of trying. I think I'm beginning not to care if I 'm friends with people any more. I don't know any more. -throws arms up in frustration-
I don't know. I go from worrying about one thing to another, and then I have to deal with the crap some one I'm not even really good friends with pulls. And you know the next burning things? She knows how to directly put the screws to me.
I'm beyond my limit. I'm tired of trying. I told her she had to try if she wanted this friend ship to work, and she didn't! I knew she wouldn't. I knew she wouldn't. I'm not a stupid individual, but it seems that I'm being really stupid because I know how she's going to act.
Could she be jealous of me? And if she is, for what reason? I mean, certainly, she doesn't use her brain in the slightest if you ask me. She's immature and doesn't understand where I'm coming from half the time. I just didn't think that I would let myself get this way after what happened in December of the past year. I just don't understand people sometimes. >> It would be alright if they didn't pull this crap EVERY SINGLE MONTH! I knew it was going to happen. -head desk-
As per usual, I find myself staring into a narrow hallway with all sorts of doors hanging around me, but I know that I won't be going through anyone of the ones that I remember are marked by her. I'm starting to think that I should create a new identity for myself separate from what she remembers. I want to turn myself into a person who will always cosplay and just disappear into nameless liberty again. I want to be just a name left on the wall and only cherished by those that actually mean something to me.
Who am I kidding? That will never honestly happen to me. But that's what I want it to be like. I dunno. I guess I'm just sick of people.
Au revoir!
I mean, it's one thing to tell me that you're lazy, but when you make me feel like I'm a total jerk because I don't send you emails whether they're chains or not. Usually when I send chains, I expect someone to email me back a reply longer than 'doh' so I could answer. I don't reply to one word messages and this particular someone knows that. I think I'm just sick of trying. I think I'm beginning not to care if I 'm friends with people any more. I don't know any more. -throws arms up in frustration-
I don't know. I go from worrying about one thing to another, and then I have to deal with the crap some one I'm not even really good friends with pulls. And you know the next burning things? She knows how to directly put the screws to me.
I'm beyond my limit. I'm tired of trying. I told her she had to try if she wanted this friend ship to work, and she didn't! I knew she wouldn't. I knew she wouldn't. I'm not a stupid individual, but it seems that I'm being really stupid because I know how she's going to act.
Could she be jealous of me? And if she is, for what reason? I mean, certainly, she doesn't use her brain in the slightest if you ask me. She's immature and doesn't understand where I'm coming from half the time. I just didn't think that I would let myself get this way after what happened in December of the past year. I just don't understand people sometimes. >> It would be alright if they didn't pull this crap EVERY SINGLE MONTH! I knew it was going to happen. -head desk-
As per usual, I find myself staring into a narrow hallway with all sorts of doors hanging around me, but I know that I won't be going through anyone of the ones that I remember are marked by her. I'm starting to think that I should create a new identity for myself separate from what she remembers. I want to turn myself into a person who will always cosplay and just disappear into nameless liberty again. I want to be just a name left on the wall and only cherished by those that actually mean something to me.
Who am I kidding? That will never honestly happen to me. But that's what I want it to be like. I dunno. I guess I'm just sick of people.
Au revoir!
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