Mourn

I wish heaven…
I hold out my hand for him to take it.
I wish heaven…
I hoped that his in mine would fit.
I wish heaven…
Those sad notes filled the skies.
I wish heaven…
As I slowly realize he dies.
I wish heaven…
I recall you that day.
I wish heaven…
In much the same way.
I wish heaven…
Come back to me.
I wish heaven…
There is much I want you to see.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
Is there anything that I can say
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
That will make you come back to stay?
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
Beyond me, the moon rises up.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
Seeing it causes me to understand that his death was abrupt.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
I lower my head in shame.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
I still wonder if I'm the one to blame.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
I understand that I will never be able to cope.
I want to hear the flowing of your blood…
I just don't understand the meaning of taking his life by rope.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
I walked that empty path way so many times.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
He and I walked in between those same lines…
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
Here I stand.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
Here I am all alone in this world so grand.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
I look up to the sky as if expecting to see him there.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
I soon realize that it is nothing but the moon's glare.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
Some day, somewhere, I'll find him.
Beyond me a stone street rises up…
Maybe, by that day, it will be in the watery grave into which I flew from over a rim.